Interested In
Friends, Serious Relationship, Networking Age
16

Relationship Status
in a relationship

Music
rap,death rap, metal, just anything that sounds good.

Movies
theres to many.

My Best Features
im a nice person tell u piss me of.i like to draw pic for people.

What I'm Into
paintballing,drawing, and 4 wheeling

My Dreams
makeing a paint ball team or make a carear out of drawing.

books
there are to many books so im just going to tell the authers names. christine feehan, and gary pulsen

past time
i like to draw, reed, and sleep lol

religion
i have 3 religions. carpathian worrior, wiccan, and witch craft.
the thing i like most about my religions would be demon hunting.

about me.
im a really easy person to get along with but if you mess with my friends you will see my dark side quike and i dont show any merccie to the week. My family comes first and then its my gurl and homeboys then its my friends. i like to free style alot but im better at battle raping then anything.
i like to collect crystils and pet rocks like tiger eyes and other stoned. i dont remember all the names, im really bad with names and remebering things.i blame my parents they droped me one to many times its my excuse for not being that book smart.

tonight i can write the saddest lines.

write, for example, 'the night is shatterd

and the slue stars shiver in the distance.'

the night wind revolves in the sky and sings.

tonight i can write the saddes lines.

i loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.

through nights like this one i held her in my arms.

i kissed her again and again under the endless sky.

she loved me, sometimes i loved her too.

how could one not have loved her great still eyes.

tonight i can write the saddest lines.

to think i do not have her. to feel that i have lost her.

to hear the immense night, still more immense without her.

and the verse falls to the soul like dew to the pasture.

what does it matter that my love could not keep her.

the night is shatterd and she is not with me.

this is all. in the distance someone is singing. in the distance.

my soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.

my sight searches for her as though to go to her.

my heart looks for her, and she is not with me.

the same night whitenight the same trees.

we, of this time, are no longer the same.

i no longer love her, that's certain, but how i loved her.

love is so short, forgetting is so long.

because through nights like this one i held her in my arms

my soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.

through this be the last pain that she makes me suffer

and these the last verses that i write for her.

this is one of my favorite poems.

o ya my name is ryan im 16 i follow many religions like wiccan,carpathian,witch craft, and sorcoery. the one thing i like most about my religions would be demon hunting its fun as hell. not many no of it and it can be dangerous some times but if you no what you are doing nothing to worry about.i have followed these religions sence i was 6 years old and i have laernd alot in that time pieriod.some about that old ways and alot about the new. some things i know i dont think u would belive me if i told you. if you follow these the same way i do then u know what im talking about.

         i am marride in the carpathian way and i do belive she is my life mate something feels so right about it. i truely dont no how to explain it. if you have found your lifemate then u know what im talking about if not you will dont worry.

            some of  my hobbies are paintballing,snowboarding, and 4-wheeling. i also like to draw, reed books and write poems, and lyrics some times. the poem that you just reed is not one of mine it was writen by pablo neruda. in my eyes he is a great with his world that he picks for his poems. the reson i like this one so much is because i can relat to it for the most part.